Lotus

I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna think about it
Even when you're next to me
It's not the way I'm picturing

I walk through this world
Just tryna be nice
They say I'll get hurt
If I'm not like ice

I over communicate and feel too much

I just complicate it when I say too much

If I look in your eyes
I'll want you to hold me

I laugh about it, dream about that casual touch
I'm hooked on all these feelings

I can't fight but I don't wanna
And I won't tell anybody how I fall

If you wanna hold me, take me, baby I don't care if I die